What really want in my deeply mind?

I had a job interview in before yesterday.
I'd like to get main job quick.But I don't like that company job very much, but anyway first of all, I need to get something job.
I'll get the result at next week.
but one person said me "Don't compromise in serching job. You should serch what you really want. You should consider with have your own business."
After that, I'm unable to make a quick decision.
What should I do? I might compromise in it if I'll hear about good result.

---What kind of job what I really want...?
Asking myself but I'm not sure...
Also she said me "Your life mission's key-word is "children". I wonder if you want to teach something or lead to children in your deeply mind"
(She is not fortune-teller.She is one of healer.)
Mmm, I like children very much, I like sing a song, drawing(I'm used to be CG designer.) and dancing with them. And I've been a little think that it would be very happy if I could teach English them with songs or drawing.
I'm not interested in babysitter. I'm very interested in teaching English of infants and want to lead them. There is a licentiate for the job in Japan.
I need to seek the information.And I have to study hard English, too!
And I hope I can get really want to do for my life. Well, I also want some kids myself. :)

Yes, we can!

"Yes, we can."
It's absolutely famous phrase, isn't it?
I listen to radio English conversation program for study almost everyday, and Today's subject was Barack Obama's speech when January 8, 2008.
I think he speaks in an over-precise way and slow speaking, especially I thought also when I watched his presidential inaugural address on TV.
I'm not sure but I hope he can improve the economy and address the nuclear disarmament issue in earnest.

That's inexcusable about North Korea have resumed of nuclear tests!!!
What a stupid!! Do they understand become isolated from the global community?
We have to make an efforts and consider toward the realization of world peace.

Train for June 7th

(May 23th)

I trained for marathon at June 7th.
I usually train almost every weekend but it has been rained during weekend in May.I couldn't work out.
Today I ran 28.5km.
I usually try to run for long distance and take long time train in 3 or 2 weeks at marathon.It' called LONG SLOW DISTANCE train.

While running I ran into one of my neighbor.
She said "Wow, you're running! it's great! I can't run..."
And I said her "Well, that's the way it should be."
Infact,I think I can complete run, others also can run complete!

I'd like to complete run within 4 hours and 30 minutes next race!

Job interview

I went to a job interview today.
I have lost my main job since this Feb.
I have another job that is call-center that is very short time job although, so I have to find new main job.
I have sent my resume and take job interview many time, but unfortunataly I can't get now.

I remember a man said on TV program that sometimes he thinks that he's abandoned by everyone...
I know his feeling well now.

Is there nothing to we can do about recession?

Well, but I try to have positive thinking.
I believe myself.
And I hope I can find right work for me soon.
But I'm not sure what is right job for me.

Um, I feel negative today. :(
Mayby I get well tomorrow! :)

Mother's day

It's Mother's day today.
I send puddings and carnations.
I don't live with my parents, so I can't come back my hometown that much.
Receiving my gift, she called me soon.
I'm very glad that she likes it very much!

I'll send one gift my father for Father's Day of course!
What should I send??

There were 2 raibows!

What a beautiful Twin rainbows!!

It stopped rain at early evening in Tokyo, and I went to Italian lesson.

I looked up at the sky and then found two tottaly beautiful rainbows!

I couldn't help taking some photos!

And many passers also took photos. :)

Can you see Twin rainbows on this photo?

I think other one is unclear, but both of ones were very beautiful in real!!

I feel something strong earth power.

concidencely, it's fullmoon today.

If you have some wishes, you should pray for fullmoon.

maybe your dreams come true...

There was a slug on my umbrella!

It rained on and off all day.
So I used my umbrella.
I saw it, and there was something black on it...

What's that...?
I looked the one.

Eeeeeeeeek!!!! Mamma mia!!!!
It was a big slug!!!!
It was a grotesque figure.

Would you like to look it?
I'm sorry I forgot to take a photo! :)
I hate insects and worms.

Maybe I'll witness many slugs in rainy season here in Japan...
sigh.... ;(


I have to do Italian homework for tomorrow lesson.
sigh....

I decide to write in English...!

I try to write this blog in English.
Maybe I can't write everyday, but I'll try.
I'm looking forward to your comments!! :*

Well, "Golden week" is over... :(
I was jogging(trainning),studying English and cooking during this short vacation.
I hope my English skill ever better.